Firstly, welcome, we are so glad to have you on board!
These are recorded tutorials and sites to help you get started. If you find one doesn’t help, please don’t give up. Folk learn in different ways, there may just be a better site for you elsewhere.
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To make it slight more tricky there are both UK and US terms in crochet, which you will need to be aware of as you go on, usually if a pattern calls for SC it is American as we don’t use SC in UK terminology!
Keep trying and Good Luck!!